Yesterday night, I had a dream that I somehow managed to raise enough money to afford top surgery. It was weird because I’m unsure if this is something I want or desire – especially since I have dysphoria surrounding my chest.
I don’t know if this is a sign (for better words) that I actually want top surgery or not – but nonetheless, it was a weird dream. But maybe it’s my subconscious telling me that I actually want surgery, which will allow me to fulfill all the stuff on my post op bucket list. But I don’t know, I just wanted to put this out there, because it is something that has oddly stuck with me.